Another month has gone John, and it isn't getting easier. Life is boring with out you, I can't get motivated to do anything, what's the point, what am I doing it for? I tell myself during the night I will do a task that has been waiting , but then in the morning I really have to push myself to get started cause your not here to share the time with when it's done so why bother!! I need to be with you darling, please. xxxx