It's now March and I am trying hard to live with out you my darling John, family are trying so hard to keep me positive but the more days that pass, the more I miss you and the more I think of you the more the tears are falling. I try to keep busy but I just want to be with you, the time is strange, in some ways it seems to fly and then in otherways there seems to be too much. Love you trillions, for ever, please wait for me, I need you now please xxxxxxx