John , I hope you can hear me when I talk to you. I have settled in the bungalow OK, but I still can't get used to the fact that all I have of the wonderful years we had together is memories and your pillow to cuddle. I just miss you so much and wish we had moved here before you felt it was all too much to cope with. It would have been so much easier for both of us , all on one level, less work and more time for us to sit and have our chats. I love you so much and pray that you are waiting for me. xxxxxx